*Yeap.. Im A Slacker! But Im Kind Enough To Re Cap My Week!*

Well Its Kinda Hard To Remember Wat I Did All Week But Im Sure As Heck Gonna Try & Remember..

*Wednesday: Just Sat Around The House & Talked On The Phone & Net All Day Long!..

*Thursday- Erica & Michael Came Over & Hung Out.. Mike Left Around 11:30 Or So & Erica Spent The Nite.. We Just Did A Whole Lot Of Dance Dance Revolution & I Talked To Mike On The Telly While She Was On The Net.. Then Sooner Or Later We Went To Bed..

*Friday- Umm.. Slept Forever! Finally Made It Up & Got Ready To Go To Ashland Wit Mom & Ruth Went Along Wit Us & So Did Michael .. And We Tried To Make It Back Early So Kyra Could Spend The Nite But  We Got Home Around 11 And Thought It Was To Late.. & Her Mom Prob. Wouldnt Let Her Come.. Then Mike Came Back And Hung Out Til Like 2 Or 2:30 & We Took Him Home.. Came Back Talked To Him On The Telly .. Went To Bed..

*Saturday-Well I Got Up & Just Sat Around The House For A While Til I Decided It Was Time To Get Ready, Then We Went Down & Picked Michael Up & We Made Way To Ericas House Around 8.. Finally!.. Then We Got There And Hung out.. Eat Pizza.. Waited Around For The Ball To Finally Drop & They Have The Cutest Tradition They Hold Hands & Jump Into The New Year.. So We Did That Then Hung Out Some More Til Mom & Dad Came & Got Me And Michael.. We Took Him Home & Then Went Home & I Talked To Him Forever! Til I Went To Bed

*Sunday- Layed Around The House .. Deb & Gary Came Over & Played Cards With Mom & Dad, They Left Around 11 Or So & Yeah Wat Did I Do.. A Whole Lotta Talkin To Mike!... Well Til Like 4 Cause I Had To Wake Up Early..

*Today.. Woke Up Around One And Ran All Ova The Place Tryin To Find Something Black To Wear To My Aunts Funeral.. We Got There Around 2:30 & Waited For Everyone To Show Up.. It Was Sad:(* .. The People From Church Made Us Some Food It Was Sweet Of Them.. When We Left There I Went Wit Kyra To Her House So She Could Change Outta Her Dress Cloths And Then We Went To My House For Dinner & Sandy & Rob We're There.. We Played Ddr & Downloaded Music On To Thier Mp3 Players.. Everyone Left Around 8 ..Then I Talked To Mike On The Phone Forever & Now Im Talkin To Him & Everyone Else On Messenger.. Thats How I Do..

Whitney!

I Thought Today Might Have Gotten Better.. But Bad Things Just Keep Adding On & I Just Feel Like Givin Up.. I Dont Know Wat To Do Anymore.. Im Tryin To Hold On But Its Killin Me. Everything Is Just So Depressing.. I Found Out That My Best Friends Mamaw Only Has 6 Months To Live, She Has Cancer* But Im Tryin To Be Strong & Help Her Through This Cause I Know Excatly Wat Its Like To Be In That Situation. Its Absolutley Horrible. Erica Hunny Im Here For You..If You Need Absolutley Anything, Someone To Talk To.. Cry To.. Anything. I Love Your Mamaw & All I Know To Say Is It Isnt Up To Anyone Now But God.. Shes In His Hands & All We Have To Do Is Pray Like Crazy & Just Have Faith That She Will Make It Through This, If You Arent Positive Thats Goin To Bring Her Down Too So Just Keep Your Head Up & Stay Strong & She'll Do The Same. I Love You Hun..We're Both Goin Through Some Rough Times Right Now & Its Good To Know We Have Each Other.

Gosh I Hate DECEMBER!

--Please Everyone Just Pray For Ericas Mamaw--

<3! Whitney

Hai Thurr..

*Well I Hope Everyone Had A Excellent Christmas.. Or At Least Better Then Mine..

Ive Had A Really Rough Time Here Lately..My Great Aunt Died At 10 In The Mornin Christmas Day && Then My Best Friends House Caught On Fire.. It Didnt Completely Destory It But Im Sure That Had To Put A Damper On Thier Christmas, I Know It Did Mine.. I Didnt Know What To Do Whenever I Heard The News, Its Just Makes Me Sad To Think About It.. I Didnt Know If I Should Call Or What .. I Didnt Know What To Say If I Did Call.. I Tried Once And They Told Me That She Wasnt There.. But I Just Want Her To Know That.. Im Here & I Do Care! Other Than That.. Ive Been Tryin To Hold It Together, I Dont Wanna Let Out How Im Feeling On The Outside, Im Tryin To Keep It Together For The Family.. You Know How That Is If You've Ever Lost Anyone, Everyone Else Feels Your Pain If Your Crying In Front Of Them And Thats No Fun, So I Just Try To Put A Smile On & Pretend Everything Is Okay.. When Really Im Tore Apart On The Inside, Everything Bad Just Happens All At Once And It Sucks So Bad Whenever You Cant Control It Or Do Anything About It. I Wish  All Of This Wouldnt Have Happened On Christmas The Happy Happy Joy Joy Holiday! But You Cant Control It.. I Had A Talk With Someone On Christmas & They Really Helped Me Alot, By Just Sittin There With Me & Tellin Me Stuff & Lettin Me Cry To Them & I Guess I Just Really Needed That Cry.. It Really Helped Me Alot Knowing That They Were There & I Could Talk To Them. I Hate To Cry In Front Of Ppl .. Cause I Guess I Never Want Anyone To Know How I Feel.. Im Mrs. Tough Girl Lol. But With This Person It Isnt Even Like That, They Know EVERYTHING About Me. & Then Last Nite We Had A Talk Again & I Realized Im Really Loosing This Person.. I Dont Got Them To Fall Back On AnyMore.. They're My Best Friend & They Cant Handle The Hurt Anymore (Better Left Unsaid) So They Cant Talk To Me Until Every Feelings Gone. I Completely Understand That, But Ive Been There & Tried That & It Doesnt Help.. But I Cant Make Them Do Wat Id Like For Them To Do. I Just I Wish They Would Be Here.. You Know Whats It Like To Actually Find Someone To Put Every Bit Of Your Trust Into Them And Never Once Doubt That They Wouldnt Tell ..  Thats A Best Friend, I Need Them! I Dont Have Anyone Else  That I Tell Absolutley Everything To, Ive Been Done Wrong Some Many Times It Is Hard To Trust Ppl. I Cant Handle All This Its Killin Me.. My Christmas Totally Blowed This Year & I Hate Christmas Anyways & To Make Matters Worst It Didnt F'n Snow!.. Well H*ll's Fire! Im Goin To End This Now.. & Go Spend Time With My Cousin She Is Only Here For Another Day & I Dont Really See Her Much, Much Love!

Whitney

Umm.. Woke Up At The Friggin Crack Of Dawn To Open Presents, Then Cleaned Up The House Cause Paula & All Them Were Comin Over Around 4, Hmm I Hung Out With Bj For A While Then They left.. Then Ky And Everyone Came Over And We Opened More Presents.. I Had  A Pretty Good Christmas Eve So Far.. Im Over At Kyras Now Cause Mom & Dad.. Karen& Cathy Went To The Hospital To Visit Aunt Mary Cause Her Sugar Went Down Today And She Isnt Doin Good At All. I Really Hope She Makes It Through This.. We Really Dont Need This At This Time* Today Is Sipposed Be My Grandparents Anniversary But They Both Have Passed Away.  So Every One Please Pray For Her!! Well Im At Kyras So Im Goin To Get Off Here And Hang With Her Cause I Havent Seen Her In Forever And I Always Complain About It So Yeah.. Love Ya Tootles!*

p.s...Me And Mike Are Finally Datin!!

Whitney.Likes.Michael

-Whitney

*Hey There..

Today Was Quite The Doosey! I Just Sat Around && Did A Big Bunch Of Nothing.. Then Michael Called && He Came Over Around 7.. We Just Sat Around Watched Tv && Hung Wit Mom. Fun Fun Times..* He Just Left Not To Long Ago.. So Here I Am Postin, Ill Add Some Quotes && Icon Thingys Later.. Not In The Mood, (L) Ya Though:) Tootles

iiiiii..... lloooooveee... yoouuuu.. <3!

-whitney